i dont know what my truly feeling

that week is the greatest week that I ever had in this year...I return to my state after everything is done...my exam is finished...still expecting that ....naaaaaaa....perhaps I dont realize my true feeling toward somebody.....its..sweet I think..then when I'm be with him..its totally change my life's...ever...I want to say yes ....darling I'm falling in love with you...but the condition is consider bad...after that week..the feeling is move into.............action...hehe...funny huhh...feeling so good but when facing the fact...I'm back to the normal life...suppose to be yeahh...but still confuse about him..tell me baby that u dont want me..so its make my life normal back...whether i need to find my life back or...ruining my life...confusing...

please hold me tight...

Dear diary,

I yelling at you...please hold me tight..please don't let me go..Cause I wish I can be your bride..
I yelling at you...please care my heart... cause I hope I can be the mother of our children
I yelling at you...please be my love...cause my love toward you are pure..

stupid cupid

Hey hey set me free..
stupid cupid stop picking on me..

that is the one of the Mandy Moore song..stupid cupid..
But yet, Its happen in my life either..the stupid cupid put the arrow on the wrong person..I thought..
but It's come to love finally..that is the power of love cupid I guess..
When We talk about love it's a bit frustrating ya..
but somehow ..and somewhere its come to happiness of the person...
I thought I still not found my True love..Its hard for me to say but...yet, I believe its will come itself in your life..you don't have to find...once you found the true love don't ever-ever release its go..

The thing I hate about you

10 things I hate about you

I hate when you hiding something from me, the thing I hate the most,
I hate you when you tell me the truth, then I said I can accept …but the truth it’s hard for me,
I hate when you said you can accept my weaknesses but the truth you don’t...
I hate when you comparing me and said my friend is looking good rather than me,
I hate when you said okey2 but behind me you still do the same,
I hate you when I do something for but you never appreciate it,
I hate when you don’t believe me and you rather hear from others rather than me... I hate you when you promise me something but in the last minute you uncompromising it...and when we meet you pretending like nothing happen...
I hate when you said you love me but in the end you never do like what you said…
The most I hate is when I need to pretending, like I’m happy with the relationship.

keep it in your heart

somehow it's broken your heart
Just put and keep in your heart
somehow it's a lot troubling you
Just pray for him
somehow it's laughing on you
Just laughing with him..like it nothing for you
But somehow..he can't accept your weaknesses
She will go away..because no place to put her in your heart..
and the day you realize that her love
She already got the right place or heart's to go..
Just appreciate your partner..

I don't know what happen to me...

Since last few month it's seem like something moving in that relationship..that why I really don't know ...what the miserable..what is going on...
Is that it's only the challenges that every couple's need to face or what?..I still confused with this matter..somehow..somewhere its too heavy for me..
To know the truth is something cruel for me..it's very painful..I knew every single person or couple will feel the same matter like me...what kind of feeling is it??
I still find the answer of my question..I don't want the matter make me feel regret someday...I will find the answer...but yet...I still couldn't found the answer.. I'm on my way to find it..
I will wait the answer until the day..No matter he want to keep the relation but his heart with somebody else..I still waiting for the man..but somehow ,someday it's will release from the tie if the person did not tied it good..

Love Song

Nothing gonna change my love for you
If I had to live without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
Theyll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I dont want to live without you.

Chorus 1
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
Ill never ask for more than your love.

Chorus 2
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothings gonna change my
love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
Ill be there for you if you should need me
You dont have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.

So come with me and share this view
Ill help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I dont want to live without you.

Chorus 1, Chorus2, and Chorus 1 again

Love

I love to discuss about this issue..woman always be a victim of man..cheating or get lie from man..here i'm not to blame or make prejudice on man but the reality is there. why this matter happen?? sometime man become unpredictable toward their partner because of their games. why this matter happen? it is because woman afraid to face the reality and afraid to lost their partner...yaa..maybe sometime we need to give a second chance's to their partner but how if their partner repeat their mistake for a second time??

love

movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

-St. Augustine

what is Love? Love is a passion toward somebody.love is the one of the way human communicate. why people do love in each other? it is because people want to find happiness and fill their emptiness in their life. therefore the marital exist. believe or not there have people who doesn't believe in love. I loves to discuss about this matter to audiences. if there have a love why should be divorce exist.??