i dont know what my truly feeling

that week is the greatest week that I ever had in this year...I return to my state after everything is done...my exam is finished...still expecting that ....naaaaaaa....perhaps I dont realize my true feeling toward somebody.....its..sweet I think..then when I'm be with him..its totally change my life's...ever...I want to say yes ....darling I'm falling in love with you...but the condition is consider bad...after that week..the feeling is move into.............action...hehe...funny huhh...feeling so good but when facing the fact...I'm back to the normal life...suppose to be yeahh...but still confuse about him..tell me baby that u dont want me..so its make my life normal back...whether i need to find my life back or...ruining my life...confusing...

please hold me tight...

Dear diary,

I yelling at you...please hold me tight..please don't let me go..Cause I wish I can be your bride..
I yelling at you...please care my heart... cause I hope I can be the mother of our children
I yelling at you...please be my love...cause my love toward you are pure..

stupid cupid

Hey hey set me free..
stupid cupid stop picking on me..

that is the one of the Mandy Moore song..stupid cupid..
But yet, Its happen in my life either..the stupid cupid put the arrow on the wrong person..I thought..
but It's come to love finally..that is the power of love cupid I guess..
When We talk about love it's a bit frustrating ya..
but somehow ..and somewhere its come to happiness of the person...
I thought I still not found my True love..Its hard for me to say but...yet, I believe its will come itself in your life..you don't have to find...once you found the true love don't ever-ever release its go..

The thing I hate about you

10 things I hate about you

I hate when you hiding something from me, the thing I hate the most,
I hate you when you tell me the truth, then I said I can accept …but the truth it’s hard for me,
I hate when you said you can accept my weaknesses but the truth you don’t...
I hate when you comparing me and said my friend is looking good rather than me,
I hate when you said okey2 but behind me you still do the same,
I hate you when I do something for but you never appreciate it,
I hate when you don’t believe me and you rather hear from others rather than me... I hate you when you promise me something but in the last minute you uncompromising it...and when we meet you pretending like nothing happen...
I hate when you said you love me but in the end you never do like what you said…
The most I hate is when I need to pretending, like I’m happy with the relationship.